sad and bad monday

today is monday.

bad monday.

was stuck in traffic for almost 55 minutes.

i forgot that today is the first day of school.

my bad.

went to see if my laptop is fully recovered.

it is not.

the technician need one more day.

if i'm a ghost i would haunt the fellow for keeping my laptop for so long.

not in a good mood.

solemn.

and.

sad.

before i went to bed, i've watched the bleeding gaza.

as i woke up today on my way to hit the shower, i watched the news. more blood. more people had died. mostly are kids.

the gap of time between last night and this morning is merely 6 hours.

6 hours and at least 4 people were killed.

i feel sick to my stomach.

to my bones.

i feel bad.

need to do something.

doa.

heard that this fellows on tv. were saying if we boycott the products of jews that's one of the ways to fight them. but there are too many jews products he had said.

i dunno. i'm confused. i need more explanation about the fact.

for the time being, i'll pray and pray.