My pocket clouds are flying away.

I am not really the type who would sit down quietly and think about something. I hardly do that. But recently after a shocking incident hit the deck of my comfort life, I started to think. Hard.

I remember when I was watching Scrubs and there was this part where J.D.’s monologue said something like “one’s happiness could be someone else’s sorrow” then The Fray’s song started to play. Part of the reason I remember that scene very well is because that’s the first time I heard The Fray and I totally love that song and secondly is because what J.D. was saying is 100% true.

I realized that you may celebrate your birthday today and the next day someone in your life might die. I realized that you may hanging out with that someone that evening, wishing everything will back to normal and at night time that someone leave you for good and normal is no longer exist since that someone is not there.

I learnt that we as a human should be appreciative with everything that we have because nothing that we have now is belong to us permanently. God can take it away from us at any time, anywhere. I learnt that life is short and so we need to make full use of it.

I know now that death awaits us. Age does not matter. We can die at anytime. So we need to control ourselves and avoid committing sins. But we are human; we cannot run away from sins. But we can repent and do deeds. Do that.

I promised to myself that I will seek for forgiveness from others sincerely whenever I have the opportunity to do so because you never know when would that person might be gone forever and you will regret your whole life for not making the right action when you have the chance to do so.

I tell myself everyday now that today might be my last day and so stop wasting it away. I tell myself that this could be my last solat thus I should really concentrate and sincere doing it.

I am sure I will forget these life reminders. But I will remind myself again and again so that I will not regret. Ever.

I am telling you that whenever I forget about it, please feel free to remind me.

I will be glad if you did.