Oh my apa random nya tajuk entry ni?
The thing is, I was browsing through a friend's photo album dalam Facebook tadi and stumbled on a picture of a boy I once knew. Gituuuu ayat bermadah! This boy, he went to the same school or faculty as what some of you may call. He ambil sejarah kalau tak silap (serious aku memori lemah!) and I, ambil English. Masa first year kami pernah cakap-cakap, sembang-sembang, text-text. He is seriously one of a kind I'm telling you and no, I don't have any crush on him. It's just that his characteristics macam ada X factor I tell you....and he macam my adik yang perlu sokongan kakak (ok tu sah-sah ayat perasan sendiri)
Konon masa tengok gambar tu ekspresi terkejut ala mode macam ni..
I still ingat my classmates selalu rasa apakah pelik dalam banyak-banyak budak hang boleh bersocial, hang bersocial dengan si budak tu??!?? This is because budak ni kira macam tak mix around with the crowd, selalu pakai baju pengawas (literally the school prefect uniform) to class and bila dia cakap, dia akan naikkan suara. Serious ganas wa cakap sama lu wei...but little did my classmates know that this guy have a very impressive mind.
And maybe, that is why out of dozens of people I can choose to mix with during my university years, I chosed to well kawan with him. Seriously, the way he view on certain things just amazed me. And he hardly balik kampung in Johor. Waktu cuti semester pun dia duduk kat hostel. Then there was one time I offered to tutor him in English. I only tutored him once. See, masa kat uni I ulang alik ok dari rumah to USM so it was hard for me to spend extra time kat campus. Which I really regret now. I should have duduk hostel ja and mix around dengan budak hostel barulah ada kawan banyak. Hamik!
Anyway, back to the story. This guy, I saved his name in my phone as !@#$ Gangster(!@#$ bukan cacian ok, tu nama sebenar dia. sekian). Gangster because, dia sangat samseng and tak pernah cakap dengan nada tone normal with me. Then, we started to lost contact dah sebab memasing sibuk dengan hal memasing kot. Sampailah I think was it last year, I saw him dekat school and he told me he wanted to further his studies in masters. And I'm telling you, I felt so proud and happy for him at that moment with rasa yakin yang macam tahap nak keluar dialog "yes, mak tau you can do it boy!". But of course, I was berlagak poyo at that time and gave him a polite smile dan bercakap "wow bagus!".
Now, back to kisah browsing tadi. Masa tadi dok browse, I saw his graduation picture. It was few days ago I reckon and it was for his masters convocation I think. The thing is, never once I felt so proud + happy of someone's convocation sampai tahap rasa sebak nak menangis. Seriously, kalau orang lain yang grad, rasa macam biasa. But when !@#$ Gangster yang graduated, I can somehow feel the pengorbanan susah payah, semangat tinggi like vavavoom punya menggunung untuk berjaya and all those sangat-sangat hard work. I honestly and sincerely can feel it and that is why I feel so so so so proud gila for him. So to him, I am proud of you again and I know you are destined to achieve more in your life AND you will contribute to the community. I really believe that. (konon macam dia baca blog aku nih!) And I apologizes for not making an extra effort in being your friend.
Sekian, terima kasih.
The thing is, I was browsing through a friend's photo album dalam Facebook tadi and stumbled on a picture of a boy I once knew. Gituuuu ayat bermadah! This boy, he went to the same school or faculty as what some of you may call. He ambil sejarah kalau tak silap (serious aku memori lemah!) and I, ambil English. Masa first year kami pernah cakap-cakap, sembang-sembang, text-text. He is seriously one of a kind I'm telling you and no, I don't have any crush on him. It's just that his characteristics macam ada X factor I tell you....and he macam my adik yang perlu sokongan kakak (ok tu sah-sah ayat perasan sendiri)
Konon masa tengok gambar tu ekspresi terkejut ala mode macam ni..
I still ingat my classmates selalu rasa apakah pelik dalam banyak-banyak budak hang boleh bersocial, hang bersocial dengan si budak tu??!?? This is because budak ni kira macam tak mix around with the crowd, selalu pakai baju pengawas (literally the school prefect uniform) to class and bila dia cakap, dia akan naikkan suara. Serious ganas wa cakap sama lu wei...but little did my classmates know that this guy have a very impressive mind.
And maybe, that is why out of dozens of people I can choose to mix with during my university years, I chosed to well kawan with him. Seriously, the way he view on certain things just amazed me. And he hardly balik kampung in Johor. Waktu cuti semester pun dia duduk kat hostel. Then there was one time I offered to tutor him in English. I only tutored him once. See, masa kat uni I ulang alik ok dari rumah to USM so it was hard for me to spend extra time kat campus. Which I really regret now. I should have duduk hostel ja and mix around dengan budak hostel barulah ada kawan banyak. Hamik!
Anyway, back to the story. This guy, I saved his name in my phone as !@#$ Gangster(!@#$ bukan cacian ok, tu nama sebenar dia. sekian). Gangster because, dia sangat samseng and tak pernah cakap dengan nada tone normal with me. Then, we started to lost contact dah sebab memasing sibuk dengan hal memasing kot. Sampailah I think was it last year, I saw him dekat school and he told me he wanted to further his studies in masters. And I'm telling you, I felt so proud and happy for him at that moment with rasa yakin yang macam tahap nak keluar dialog "yes, mak tau you can do it boy!". But of course, I was berlagak poyo at that time and gave him a polite smile dan bercakap "wow bagus!".
Now, back to kisah browsing tadi. Masa tadi dok browse, I saw his graduation picture. It was few days ago I reckon and it was for his masters convocation I think. The thing is, never once I felt so proud + happy of someone's convocation sampai tahap rasa sebak nak menangis. Seriously, kalau orang lain yang grad, rasa macam biasa. But when !@#$ Gangster yang graduated, I can somehow feel the pengorbanan susah payah, semangat tinggi like vavavoom punya menggunung untuk berjaya and all those sangat-sangat hard work. I honestly and sincerely can feel it and that is why I feel so so so so proud gila for him. So to him, I am proud of you again and I know you are destined to achieve more in your life AND you will contribute to the community. I really believe that. (konon macam dia baca blog aku nih!) And I apologizes for not making an extra effort in being your friend.
Sekian, terima kasih.
1 comment:
amir baju pengawas tu ka ni? like please lah kak liza dia tu memang ganas kot sapa taknak kawan dengan dia
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