There are times in your life when you are tested in a way that you feel like giving up. Even to breathe.
There are times in your life when you are judged although you never judged others.
There are times in your life when you are wondering and questioning why did you have to be where you are right now.
There are times in your life when your sanity and trust are inside the curiosity bag.
But these are nothing to be compared to the situation when your loved ones are down and you don't have anyone to talk to, when your other loved one is questioning your sanity and starting to judge you by listening to others, when people are mistreating you and starting to fitna you, when you have so many things going on in your life that you can't stop to take a breath and go on and when you really feel and really wish you are not you are now.
That's the time when there's only one who can help and listen to you without you being judged. Without you being put to a situation to defend and stand for yourself. Thanks Allah for giving me such a challenge because I've been drifted myself quite far from you lately. Now that I'm challenged it has made me realized that nothing is beautiful and perfect like You, that I need to have the solid faith in You rather than trusting my instinct all the time. I'm thankful that I'm in such horrible situation because now my mind, my heart are way open and matured now cause now I know that not all the time when you are being nice, people will treat you the same. Not all the time when people seems nice they are nice. Not all the time you can accept or force to accept others as good people because this is life, this is reality where not everyone is good. You have to have a sort of 'bad opinion' on someone first so that you will always be in caution mode. But most important thing you, Aliza have to remind yourself this everyday, trust no one but yourself and Allah. I'm being thankful with what I have right now, with the faithful and supportive friends who understands me, i'm being thankful again to have such ugly situation with me right now because as ugly as it is, I'm learning to be a wiser, stronger person. Thanks Allah, a really big thank You :)
There are times in your life when you are judged although you never judged others.
There are times in your life when you are wondering and questioning why did you have to be where you are right now.
There are times in your life when your sanity and trust are inside the curiosity bag.
But these are nothing to be compared to the situation when your loved ones are down and you don't have anyone to talk to, when your other loved one is questioning your sanity and starting to judge you by listening to others, when people are mistreating you and starting to fitna you, when you have so many things going on in your life that you can't stop to take a breath and go on and when you really feel and really wish you are not you are now.
That's the time when there's only one who can help and listen to you without you being judged. Without you being put to a situation to defend and stand for yourself. Thanks Allah for giving me such a challenge because I've been drifted myself quite far from you lately. Now that I'm challenged it has made me realized that nothing is beautiful and perfect like You, that I need to have the solid faith in You rather than trusting my instinct all the time. I'm thankful that I'm in such horrible situation because now my mind, my heart are way open and matured now cause now I know that not all the time when you are being nice, people will treat you the same. Not all the time when people seems nice they are nice. Not all the time you can accept or force to accept others as good people because this is life, this is reality where not everyone is good. You have to have a sort of 'bad opinion' on someone first so that you will always be in caution mode. But most important thing you, Aliza have to remind yourself this everyday, trust no one but yourself and Allah. I'm being thankful with what I have right now, with the faithful and supportive friends who understands me, i'm being thankful again to have such ugly situation with me right now because as ugly as it is, I'm learning to be a wiser, stronger person. Thanks Allah, a really big thank You :)
5 comments:
selalu baca blog ni penulisnya happy saja, selalu tulisan u buat i gelak. tapi lately cam sikit ada muram .. apa pun yang sedang dilalui sekarang, bersabarlah.
hidup manusia ni mmg sudah dijanjikan untuk diuji Nya .. redha dan ikhlas dlm menerima apa saja bentuk ujian .. susah itu ujian, senang juga ujian, riang itu ujian, sedih juga ujian .. saudara mara itu ujian .. kawan2 juga ujian .. bila Allah datangkan ujian, itu tandanya Dia mengingati kita .. bukti kita adalah antara pilihanNya .. jgn sia2kan peluang yang Dia beri untuk kita buktikan kita hambaNya yg redha ..
setiap satu kepayahan or kesedihan itu kalau kita redha menerimanya, Allah akan gantikan dengan 10 kebahgiaan lain .. ini janji Dia.
selalu orang ingatkan i .. setiap kejadian, buruk atau baik ada sebabnya dan ada hikmah disebaliknya ... insyaAllah.
dan sebaik2 tempat mengadu adalah Allah swt.
ulu2...:D wakakakakaka.
Hope u learn ur lesson well my dear. Never ever easily trust people u dun really know and as much as u hate 2 judge someone u know u ought 2 do so 2 protect urself. Dun b so vulnerable n fragile or else people will step on u. Its a cruel world. U r right, those who matter dun mind bcs we know whats really going on. B strong and let bygone be bygone. This is when ignorance is a bliss come 2 help. Have a new beginning, start fresh n focus on ur beau now :-)
skarang awk dah bleh set your wings free from that clingy girl. so tally-ho! kita tahu citer dari kawan dia gak. awk tak kasi tahu apapun kat kita...
Aliza, that girl is infamous with her annoying & eccentric attitude. So don't you feel down or low because no one is judging you whatsoever. Those who knows you, knows you very well. I bet even your 'old friends' would be on your side should they know what really happened. I'm by your side 24-7.
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