March 29

Yesterday was March 29. The day that many heroes and great men were born.

My father was born on that date. But sadly I never get the chance to know him personally.

But Allah is merciful, because on that date, Allah had sent us a man who is as great as my father would be. Who would take the responsibility to look after the women, who would love and protect us, the women.

That man is my abang.

Yes, he was born on the same date as my father.

I'm glad it did because every March 29 we will salute to the two greatest man in our life.

To my abang,

"You are the most sweetest, smart, full of inspiration and incredible man. I can never thank you enough for what you have done to us. Happy birthday. I love you so much, abang!"

beeehhhzeee

Hello dolls,

It's February and I'll be super busy. There are 2 engagement kenduri to attend, 4 kenduri kahwin!! I'm running out of $ to purchase baju cantik to wear cause I have 6 presents to buy lah...hmm...will be wearing the same dress for all the occasions! Hahaha kesian...

Am looking for guitar hero :D That's the update for now :) :) have a meaningful February ya'll!

If only..

If only I could repeat yesterday,

then I would.

But. . .

I can't.

I'm not happy but I'm accepting.

Painful

and

I miss you terribly :(

a dose of cuteness to begin your week

Good Monday!

Here are some pics of my oh-so-lovely grand niece (yes, grand!). She is sooo adorable!! A combination of marshmallow + cotton candy + bubble tea + everything nice!! :)

Have a nice week ahead everyone! :)

alice and me

Hi,

I was dusting over my book shelf and I found one of my very first books. It is Through The Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll. It was given by my brother before he left to UK. I did not read the book up until I finish my SPM. And after the first read, I can't put it down anymore. Well, not because I was so obsessed with it back then but more likely because I don't really understand what was going on in there. But the craziness and the nonsense literature of the book actually hooked me up. I started to go to the bookshop and get the first and the third one.

Later, I was and still am officially obsessed with Lewis Carroll's work. That's what lead me to adore fantasy and the beauty of imagination so much!

That's when I've become crazier than I used to :p I can still remember back in those days when we were in literature lecture, and Dr. Shakila was reciting the Jabberwocky poem. I was so thrilled and was reading along with it. For the first time I guess, I did not sleep in her lecture.

Next year, the movie will be out. Not only it will a great movie but they have JOHNNY DEPP in it!!! What else can I say then WOWSA! A DREAM COME TRUE :) I'm really excited. I've been excited for a while now when I found out that there will be Alice In Wonderland movie but I don't really have the chance to blog about it. The movie will be good I bet. I mean with Depp in it, no doubt it would be AWESOME :)

Anyhoo, Lewis Carroll's work is more than that. Alice is more than just a character. Alice, according to my life dictionary is a true inspiration and my artsy fartsy guidance. Alice for me is the true beauty of words.

Oh well, thank you abang for giving the book although I'm pretty sure you can't recall it. Anyway, thank you because that little book had guided and convinced me of my truest personality, traits and of course my passion that is going banana with words and writings :)

And here are some of the coolest Alice's inspired photos!! LOVES!

im back....well sorta

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! :)

Yes, I'm alive. Te he te he... It's been 4 weeks since I last updated my blogs. It has been a hectic- stressful-unbelievable-wonderful 4 weeks. Here's the update so far.

1. I went to Sarawak for data collection. Interesting. Looking forward to go there again.

2. Had a disastrous time at workplace. The workload and time made me wanna go banana for a while. To top it off, I've lost my data in my crappy computer. So I have to redo EVERYTHING again. Note to self: Make a triple backup data sampai mati! Double note to self: I get to use super cool computer at work so put a :) now! :) there...better..

3. I've GRADUATED! Yaaaaaaaaaahuuuuuuu!!! It was really fun. I wish I could do it over and over again. Double degree perhaps? Hmm..

4. Went to Ooo OOoo OOOoo (gaya Sean Kingston) Zzzzz with mom. Had the most BLASTFUL time ever!! I love every single bit about the trip. Looking forward to LIVE there in future. Hehehe...

5. Preparing to get back to work tomorrow. No fun here. Please happy-at-workplace fairy come to me and sprinkle me the magical dust! *ting!* In the meantime, I've been watching this over and over again. Ngeh ngeh ngeh..

6. Will update a lengthy post on my self discovery and whatever marsmallow feeling I have during this four roller coaster weeks SOON!

Aaaahhh...loveness~~

what's treatin with trit trit trit trot

Hello world!:) Okay, that's a little bit of drama queen aura there but I'm excited! Finally after all the hard work and stress and pening lalat sampai jatuh tangga, I'm finally free! For a day or two.. Te he te he. Anyhoo kahahoo here's the update I meant to post it earlier but was too down and tight with work and what with the heartbreaking death of my Morph. So here it goes...

Update 1: Acad's Engagement. Acad is one of my many nephews. He is a year or two younger than me and he's engaged!!! He is infamous with his baju lobang. Here's a pic at his engagement party. Photos courtesy of Azri Zainul who is also one of my many nephews who is not yet engaged. Hehehehe..

Event planner Acad

Iqah, rudoi, maksu paling hawt

Adik-beradiks

Mommy acad abang baju lobang ngan tunang dia yang cun!

Jelmaan Shin Chan version jemuan.

Update 2: Wira kucing bongsuku untuk dekad ni telah pun menjadi besaq panjang. Ni aksi cubaan dia konon ala Cat In The Hat gituuu..photo courtesy of my crappy handphone camera.

Cubaan sembunyi yang tak menjadi langsung.

Cubaan kedua yang masih tak menjadi.



Give up, teruih keluaq duduk celapak dalam topi.



Aksi buat comel so tak kena marah sebab dah latam atas katil.

Update 3: Baru-baru ni aku pi girls day out dengan BFF aku iaitu Murni Kassim. Dia bawak aku pi Telok Tempoyak and aku jadi perak buih tengok the beautiful scenery kat sana. Thanx to my crappy phone cam ni antara scene cun aku tangkap.

Rumah ni serius sexy gila.

Tengok kat tangga tu ada pokok ala Sleepy Hollow. Sempoi!

Kedai ni best cantik sangat. View pun cantik. Nama kedai tak tau.

View Telok Tempoyak. Cuns!

Update 4: Disebabkan busy sangat lately ni aku pon nak jaga hati dan bodek mak aku telah pi market dan makan-makan bersama mama ku. Di market itu kami ternampak sepasang bunga yang memang cantik gila babeng. Lalu mama pun beli. Murah siot! 2 batang baru 1.50.

Cun kan? Cantik. Kalau ada kain pattern macam ni memang cantik buat baju kurung.

Durian and tom yam. Serious mabuk pening lalat lepas tu.



And..masa balik rumah malam tu ada PEPATUNG!!!! :) :) :)

Update 5: Dah spent time ngan mama, kena pulak spend time ngan mak. Maklumlah bapak ku kahwin dua, kami yang anak-anak pun kira macam kena jaga 2 'bini' jugak. Hehehehehhehehe...So aku buat photo shoot ngan mak :) Top model okies...

Pose seputih kasih sesuci senyuman.

Pose muka muda tanpa spek mata =p

Update 6: Jangan jeles. Walaupun aku tak tau dalam term sebenar komputer jenis apakah aku tumpang pakai ni, Apple? Mac? Apa-apa jala janji dia guna elektrik and it is so fetch ya'll! Ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Huhuuhuhuhuuhuhuh

Have a nice Thursday everyone! And it's Bon Odori this Saturday!! Yaaaaahuuuuuuu ^_^

June Outdated Update

Pada satu hari ketika matahari hening menembusi lubuk cermin pacuan empat rodaku, aku menerima satu panggilan dari seorang polan bernama Shen. Hehehehe...pak kalut! Tak abih-abih ghuntun suh update sana sini. Disebabkan aku ni seorang socialite Tanjung Tokong jadi aku update kat sini na supaya satu donia ble tau apa yang berlaku sekitar alam cakerawala Aliza Mansoor.

Amy pulang dari kota domba. Maka kami pon pi lepas hajat di Sam Poh! FYI, tok sami Sam Poh! yang bernama Cheng An yang tangkap gambaq ni (aku rasa dia sami Siam takpun Nepal sebab kulit dia oh)

Wira yang semakin besaq dan pandai berlagak cute.

Satu kejadian yang merungsingkan mak aku telah berlaku. Wira semakin gila kuasa (GK) nak hangout atas katil mak aku. Setiap malam dia ada perilaku mengada macam ni.

Selain dari perkara ini, tiada apa yang menarik berlaku pada bulan ke-enam tahun ini. Tapi akan update lagi minggu depan sebab minggu ni baru nak start perkara-perkara yang konon happening akan berlaku.

Puas hati tak Shen?

p/s: aku bukan bebai sebab manusia tapi aku bebai sebab kerja banyak and aku tak cukup tidoq apatah lagi nak cukup makan. i'm numb for once. ngeh ngeh ngeh

and to Andreas, Tjendra and the rest who I'm pinching my brain to remember your names, thank YOU guys! Keep up the good work and astalavista! (Yes, not appropriate but I feel like a Terminator now)

toodles and double joy winks,

alif lam ya zal alif

I need to organize my time and my head. Gah alert!

Hello there :)

First, thank you again for the kind emails from you, and you and yes, you there and you. As I mentioned in previous post, it feels good when you know someone is thinking about you. Thank YOU :)

2) Okay, well I've been MIA for a while now not because I'm sick or whatnot but lately life has been really a hectic epic journey for me. For once, I really wish there would be an extra hour in a day. Tons of workloads to settle, piles of journals to digest, HUGE mess to sort out in my room, super stinky car to be detoxify (hehe) and LOTS more. Seriously, I'm losing my skills to organize things and time. Waaa!! Note to self: mayjah time and work organization on the go!

3) Well my abang came back and we had fun spending the weekend doing nothing practically besides than mengisi perut dan bergelak ketawa. Geez it has been a few weeks already and I really meant to update about it but I was too tired with my own boredom and laziness!! And the whole family went for a roadtrip to KL which was really fun and really a lifetime-family-i-love-you-guys-so-much-memory. Really everything was great.

Mandatory breakfast at Koyah. I love this candid pic!!! :) :)

Abg Non at Aquaria KLCC. LOL!

4) Started my job with the new boss and the new office. Everything is great too. Although I'm missing my ex boss dearly (her laugh especially!! maybe that's why I've been so stressed out lately..I haven't LOL for a while now!!) , my new boss is one awesome lady. And the super cool thing about it is I get the chance to mengada sebentar to guna Apple Mac. Is that what you call it? Yea..haha.. and today my boss rearranged the office to make a space for a bigger desk for me to use. Isn't it sweet?? Yea I know ;) and yes, I am lucky :) :) :) Alhamdulillah...

5) I'm heading to permanent-brain-ache-ville. I'm applying to further my studies, my MA. Which is pretty cool because I'm doing something I really enjoy and loves. Language and environment (finally I get to do something with the environment without scoring A in Biology). So peeps, wish me luck so that everything will go smoothly and nice :) Amin...........

6) I'm missing Sakiinah really badly. Where are you gf??

7) I'm still figuring out the supposed fun birthday party for my BFF, Murni. Note to self: Birthday gift hunt!

8) I'm starting to like Lady Gaga. I used to dislike her to the extend where I feel like punching her face.

9) I love my job as language helper to Peggy and family. I always get so excited and looking forward to the tutorials. ^_^

10) Wira is getting bigger and kenakalan melampau day by day!

11) Amy's oldest (from the 1st batch) Pearl Scale passed away. We had him/her for 3 years.

The ikan that we had for 3 years. Gonna miss you buddy! (letak dalam mangkuk tin sebelum pengebumian okay..bukan untuk direbus or dicelup tepung)

12) Spotted another cool house in town area. I love the balcony/veranda!! Kalau dapat rumah ni, aku nak berdiri kat situ and nyanyi ala-ala Evita.

*drooling*

13) Need to buckle up my time management skills and to settle things!! Aaarrrggghhh! Tolonglah cepat mai wahai rajin mood. Cepaattttlaaaahhhhhhh~~

That's pretty much the updates. Oh how I miss to really blog blog. *menyeru semangat kerajinan!*

Toodles :)

i feel as if im flying towards the sky right now

Not that I'm dead...

Hello you,

Yes, I've been missing in action for a few days and much to my amusement, there are people who have been frantic about this. Ha ha ha ha (yes poyo!!) Hehehehe...Anyhoo, to those people, thank you very much for your kind emails. I really appreciate it and seriously, it feels awesome super good when you know there are people out there who cares your wherabouts. Or even think about you. Thank you :)

Well it has been a busy busy buseeehhh hey hey hey week for me and my boss. It was our last week at the fabulous office with the best view you could get in School of Humanities. Sayonara nice office and I'm off to a new office next week. I have to say it is rather sad. Okay, super duper sad to leave the office and most of all to say sayonara to one of the best boss ever. *sob..sob* Okay...nuff!

So..I'm not good in channelling my emotions. As I was having a downpour week I decided to let it out, you know all those boo hoo hoo vibes which will sink me in rockbottom. So I had my very own movie marathon with my BFF Murni Kassim. Seriously, it was an awesome therapy. Although it does hurt my back and my butt to be in the cinema from 3pm-1130pm. But it works.

We went to watch Star Trek (awesome super duper fabulous + fanstastic + WOW! + fuyooo + nak tengok lagilah!!) , then Angels & Demon ( best + better than DaVincci Code) and Wolverine (not bad..okay..okay..) Three movies in a day and we have to puasa seminggu lepas ni. Meal $ for that day had been swapped with movie tickets so we only had chicken meatballs and pack of popcorn as our lunch + dinner. Fantastic! Hahaha ^_^

So that's pretty much the updates. There's more but it seems I'm still jaded from yesterday and I need to lie down or just stand up..Haihs..tua..tua...

Oh, I have new kitten now! Okay, that's my mom's kitten.

Hi! My name is Wira.

And....I'm dedicating the song on top to everyone who's reading this (okay, only 3-5 people..yes you..and you..oh you there..yes..you too!) It's good now that Kings Of Leon's songs (Encik Zexy voice!) can be heard in local radio. Finally! Punyalah lama tunggu baru nak dikomerSIALkan..Nice song, have a nice weekend and sila tengok Star Trek bapak best!! :)

Cau cin cau!

Mama and Mak

Happy mother's day to all the mothers reading this! :)

To mak and mama, which I know there would be no way both of you going to read this ever but consider this as something what my heart will say if it can talk. Okay, that's a little bit creepy..a talking heart?? ^_^

Mak and Mama,

Thank you for being the one who stand and dealt with my poo, puke and every single disgusting thing when I was little up until now.

Thank you for having such extremely honorable patience to endure with my constant whining, roller coaster mood swings, ignorance and stupidity.

Thank you for believing in me and make me believe that I can be a shining star. You both are stars for making me a star!

Thank you for all your thoughtful advices and listening ears when I'm hitting the rock bottom or not.

Thank you for making me one of the luckiest person in the whole universe.

"pssst..psstt...mai sat.."

"boooo..boo chak!"

Thank you for everything. There is no words that can describe how you both completes me and the others.Wishing you two are always, always, always happy, content, healthy and blessed for eternity whenever you may be. You both are my greatest heroes, my brightest shining star, my most beautiful ocean view and my everything. Thank you mama and mak! =)

This is one the most beautiful lyrics ever written about a woman. I dedicate this song to the most extraordinaire women I ever met, my mothers.

Charles Aznavour - She
She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
Maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell....

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She maybe the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows in the past
That I remember 'till the day I die

She maybe the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I care for through the rough and ready years

Me, I'll take the laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She....She
Oh, she....



=)